Change of Heart

Had to write a little experience from today down... This afternoon I was feeling really tired and nauseous for some reason. We had been out all morning so I wanted to stay home the rest of the day and give them kids some down time. So while I was laying on the floor trying to play with kids, moping/counting down how many minutes until quiet time and nap, I suddenly had a change of heart. Sydney asked me why I was laying down and I told her I didn't feel good... she ran away and disappeared. Just then Wynn came scooting up, excited that I was finally at his eye level, and greeted me with a big Wynn smile and immediately started grabbing/touching my face. This is Wynn's signature happy-to-see-you move. Then Sydney reappeared with her doctor kit and proceeded to help me "feel all better mom." As I lay on the ground with both kids happily playing beside me, I couldn't help but smile and feel ashamed at my boredom and poutiness moments before. I really do love staying home with my kids and already dread the day when they are no longer around to make the world go round.